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One of the Broken Top Current Music Releases All the Lyrics Written By Mr.E.
What if the souvenir wasn’t an object, but a child? Souvenir tells the haunting story of a little boy whose mother’s love fades into silence. Forgotten and cast aside, he becomes what remains — a living memory, fragile and unbroken, even after being shattered. Inspired by the song Souvenir, this short Revid AI film explores how trauma becomes art, and how a single child can carry the weight of every goodbye. A poetic journey through loss, resilience, and the fragments of love we can never throw away.
"Sweet Whisper in My Head" – by One of the Broken A haunting ballad from the depths of emotional struggle. This song captures the internal war between survival and surrender — the quiet, seductive voice of despair that calls in your loneliest moments. This is the link to the poem this song came from https://allpoetry.com/poem/18673530-S... With ghostly whispers and cinematic soundscapes, "Sweet Whisper in My Head" is a raw conversation between the part of you that wants to give up… and the part still holding on. If you've ever battled dark thoughts, fought your own mind, or heard the voice that says "just rest now,"... this song is for you.
“The Sleep of the Damned” is a dark, emotional rock ballad that plunges deep into the psyche of a tormented soul haunted by trauma, nightmares, and relentless inner demons. Each verse is a descent into madness, where vivid imagery and raw emotion collide against haunting melodies and a crushing, final guitar solo. This isn’t just a song — it’s a confessional. It’s a scream from the silence, a place where sleep brings no rest and healing feels like a lie. A whispered final line seals your fate in this journey through the shadows. 🎸 Genre: Dark Rock / Gothic Ballad / Nightmare Poetry 🎤 Vocals: Emotional Male Lead 🎶 Music Style: Builds from haunting softness to full-throttle rock, ending with a massive guitar solo 👉 If you’ve ever felt like your pain follows you into your dreams… this is your anthem. #darkpop #survivor #independentartist #originalmusic #nightmare #ptsd Here is the link to the original poem; https://allpoetry.com/poem/10107955-S...
"A Prayer Not Answered" – by Mr.E A song for anyone who prayed in silence and was met with nothing but darkness. This is the link to the Poem this song was made from. https://allpoetry.com/poem/18550993-A... Mr.E tells his truth in this soul-crushing ballad of childhood pain, betrayal, and divine silence. With a voice worn raw by years of unanswered questions, this solo piece strips everything down to the bones: the voice of a child once left behind, now sung through the man who survived. This is not just a song — it's a confession. A reckoning. A scream that never got a reply. If you've ever asked, "Why didn't You save me?" — this is for you.
I was a Child, but knew Right from Wrong. I traded my sanity for the comfort of her love, if even for only a short time. 🕯️ "Eternal Ruination: The Molestation" – A Raw Spoken Word Confession of Survival and Truth 🕯️ These are the links to the poem this song was made from https://allpoetry.com/poem/10360789-T... https://allpoetry.com/poem/18674755-E... This isn’t a song—it’s a reckoning. A poetic purge. A testimony from the edge. "Eternal Ruination: The Molestation" is a haunting, brutally honest spoken word performance that confronts maternal betrayal, childhood abuse, and the long, soul-destroying aftermath of surviving it. Delivered in sharp, rhythmic stanzas punctuated by deliberate pauses, it unpacks the layers of emotional fragmentation, manipulation, and alienation caused by a blood-relative abuser. Each verse slices deeper, building a visceral architecture of pain, silence, and the desperate plea for healing. This is the voice of someone not just telling their story, but reclaiming it. Mr. E. of “One of the Broken” gives voice to the silenced. This is not for the faint of heart—this is for the survivors.
“These Demons in My Head” is a raw, emotional journey into the mind of someone battling their darkest thoughts. A haunting mix of pain, confession, and defiance — this song speaks for those who feel unheard. 🎧 Listen if you’ve ever: Struggled with inner demons Fought silent battles with anxiety, trauma, or depression Needed music that understands the darkness
This tells the story of the struggles I face every day. To me, the meaning of Dead Tears is one cried 50 years ago, one that has never stopped falling. Here is the link to the Poem that was rewritten this year; https://allpoetry.com/poem/18479284-D... And this is the link to the original, posted in 2013; https://allpoetry.com/poem/10290553-D... Dead Tears in a Child’s Eyes is a haunting spoken word poem from Mr.E of One of the Broken, pulled directly from the scars of a childhood marked by silence, abuse, and internal exile. Every word in this piece is lived, every rhyme a real memory wrapped in poetic defense mechanisms. This isn't just a song — it's a lived confession. A survival anthem. The world of this child is built from emotional barricades, dolls as sentinels, and walls too high for light. If you've ever known pain too deep for tears, this is for you.
“Am I The Darkness?” by Mr.E A raw, haunting confession from the shadows of the soul. This song is for anyone who’s ever questioned their worth, battled unseen demons, or felt like they were becoming the very pain they carry. With chilling vocals and a minimalist arrangement, Am I The Darkness? pulls you into the mind of a man wrestling with guilt, shame, and the echoes of trauma that never quite fade. This isn’t just a song—it’s a reckoning. Darkness doesn’t always come from outside. Sometimes, it is us.
“The Crying Man” is a gut-wrenching ballad about surviving what should have broken him. A story of childhood trauma, abandonment, and shame — not from strangers, but from the one meant to love him most. It’s about a boy raised in pain, taught he was worthless, and left to carry that wound into manhood. He’s not looking for pity. He’s not seeking revenge. He just wants peace. “He’s a crying man— Still carrying what no one sees.” With stripped-down verses and a soaring final chorus, this song speaks to anyone who still hears the echoes of their childhood suffering. It doesn’t glorify the pain — it dignifies the survival. Every tear is a stand against the silence. 💔 If you've ever been told not to cry, if you’ve ever wept in secret, if you’ve ever fought to unlearn a name you were wrongly given — this song is yours.
“When Darkness Comes Again” is a dark, confessional journey through the familiar return of inner demons. Here is the link to the Poem this song was created from; https://allpoetry.com/poem/18495512-W... In this raw and intense performance, Mr.E gives voice to the invisible family that returns every few years—Pain, Shame, Guilt, and Sorrow—delivered with a deep, raspy voice that grows from weary whisper to furious cry. This song isn’t just about depression—it’s about surviving the reunion with the worst parts of yourself.
"How Much Is Too Much (Before It’s Time to Give Up)" by Mr.E of One of the Broken is a soul-wrenching ballad about fighting an invisible war inside your own mind. It speaks to the daily struggle of holding on when everything feels hopeless, asking the quiet question so many carry in silence: "When is enough… enough?" This is not just a song. It’s a confession. A reflection. A cry from the edge. If you’ve ever felt like you’re screaming into a void, if you’ve ever wondered how long you have to suffer before someone says, “You can rest now,” — this song is for you.
"Sticks and Stones" is a raw and haunting track from One of the Broken, delving deep into the wounds that words—and silence—can leave behind. With a powerful chorus echoing the ache of a loveless childhood, this song is not just a cry for healing, but a voice for those who were never heard. If you grew up fighting invisible battles, this one’s for you. Share it. Feel it. Let it echo through the cracks. Here is the link to the Poem this Song Was Made From: https://allpoetry.com/poem/18490716-S...
“The Monster Within” is a haunting confession from a man still haunted by a childhood mistake that tore his world apart. As guilt festers and forgiveness remains out of reach, he walks alone in a world he feels he created—a cage built by shame, regret, and loss. This track dives deep into trauma, isolation, and the desperate search for redemption. Written by Mr.E of One of the Broken, this is more than a song—it’s a soul unzipped, bleeding truth for anyone who’s ever carried the weight of the past. If you’ve ever felt like the monster in your own story... this one’s for you.
Why Hurt Feels Like Home – One of the Broken Description: “Why Hurt Feels Like Home” is a deeply personal and haunting ballad drawn from childhood trauma—where love was twisted into punishment, and safety never came. Born into a world of abuse, silence, and emotional control, this track explores how pain became the only thing that ever felt familiar. 🖤 *Lyrics excerpt:* I still flinch at kindness, Still brace when I’m alone... ’Cause when you’re raised by a razor, Hurt feels like home.
“Love I Never Had” is a haunting and emotionally raw ballad about the lifelong ache for a mother’s love that never came. Through heartfelt vocals and aching melodies, this song explores abandonment, the scars of childhood pain, and the longing that follows into adulthood. Delivered with unfiltered honesty and sonic depth, this track is a personal anthem for anyone who's ever suffered in silence or searched for affection where none lived. Written by: Mr.E. of One of the Broken Genre: Emotional Rap | Dark Ballad | Experimental Soul If you've ever felt like love skipped over you — this one's for you.
"The Song of Me" is more than music — it’s my life carved into sound. Every word you hear is true. Every verse was born from pain, scars, and survival. I’ve lived on the outside looking in, carrying demons I never asked for — demons I now trap in my songs so they don’t trap me. When you listen to any of my music, you're not just hearing a track — you're hearing my life, and the many demons I’ve picked up along the way. This is my truth. This is my fight. This is The Song of Me.
This haunting country ballad tells the story of a man reflecting on a lifetime of pain, abandonment, and unanswered questions. Raised without love in a home that never felt like his, he was cast aside and made to carry the weight of a family’s collapse. Decades later, he’s still haunted by the same question: Was it me? Written from the raw depths of regret and memory, “Was It Me” is a confession, a cry for clarity, and a reckoning with childhood trauma. With acoustic instrumentation and a slow-burning intensity, this song explores how guilt and silence echo across generations.
“The War Inside of (My Own Making)” is a haunting country ballad that dives deep into the raw truth of living with trauma, regret, and the long road to redemption. Told through the voice of someone battling demons both inherited and self-made, this emotionally charged song captures the struggle between guilt and healing. With stripped-down acoustic guitar, soulful vocals, and heartfelt storytelling, this song speaks to anyone who's ever faced their past and fought to build a future. Here is the link to the Poem this song was made from; https://allpoetry.com/poem/18479268-T...
"Little Boy Inside It All" is a raw, soul-stirring confession from a man still haunted by the wounds of childhood. At its core, the song explores the lifelong ache of a boy who never once heard the words “I am proud of you” from his mother — a silence that echoes through every note. This deeply personal track reveals the psychological and emotional scars left behind by neglect, conditional love, and generational trauma. It tells the story of a child forced to grow up too fast, shamed instead of nurtured, and taught survival without support. Now an adult, he carries that little boy within him — still searching for validation, still hurting, still unseen. Set to a somber, reflective melody, the vocals carry both pain and resilience. It’s more than a song. It’s a reckoning.
One of the Broken Top Current Music Releases All the Lyrics Written By Mr.E.
“A Little Time, to Call My Own” is a haunting confessional — a dark pop ballad that exposes the invisible scars of maternal abuse and the desperate cry for peace. It’s not a revenge song — it’s a prayer for release, for healing, for one breath untouched by pain. Told in raw poetry and backed by solemn instrumentation, the song travels through the shadows of childhood, nightmares, and inherited wounds — until it finds the flicker of selfhood on the other side.
“50 Years Played on Rewind” is a lyrical descent into memory — a haunting account of childhood trauma that loops like a nightmare reel. Through layered verses, mirrored phrasing, and poetic symmetry, the track gives voice to a pain that never healed... only replayed. This isn’t music for the faint-hearted. It’s for the survivors. The haunted. The ones who’ve tried to sleep, only to be pulled backward into the darkness. Honest, painful, and beautifully written — this is healing through confession.
Here is the link to the original poem written in 1983 https://allpoetry.com/poem/10327307-Again--and-Again--and-Again.............--by-Mr.-E./
This is a true story, every word, to this day, I can't forget it. I HATE CHRISTMAS!!! Not every holiday is filled with joy. “Why I Hate Christmas” is a raw, unfiltered rap that tells the story of a child growing up in a world where Christmas didn’t mean magic—it meant motel rooms, bruises, and survival. This isn’t a song about sleigh bells or snowflakes. It’s a voice for the unheard, the unseen, the forgotten. From the pain of abuse to the betrayal wrapped in holiday cheer, this is a real story for those who never felt safe singing carols. It's a song for every child who sat in silence, for every adult still carrying the weight of those Decembers.
We all have to live within ourselves, and some of us are very lonely inside. 🖤 "Born Dead" – A Desolate Anthem of Inner Suffering and Survival 🖤 "Born Dead" is a stark, poetic descent into the shadows of the human soul. It’s not just a song—it’s a confession whispered through ash and flame. A soul scarred from birth, carrying the weight of pain not earned, only inherited. Each verse delivers haunting metaphors and razor-sharp imagery, creating a tapestry of grief, abandonment, and the quiet horror of living simply to endure. The chorus hits like a verdict. The bridge whispers like a ghost. This is not about hope—it’s about surviving without it. Mr.e. of “One of the Broken” gives voice to the silenced—the forgotten, the broken, the born damned.
This is the inspiration for this song
https://allpoetry.com/poem/10355753-Born-Dead-by-Mr.-E./
This is what goes through my head during those times when I feel like giving up. “The Reaper Waits” by Mr.E is a heart-wrenching, poetic farewell— a final letter from the edge of despair, wrapped in lyrical beauty and brutal honesty. This isn’t just a song; it’s a confession, a cry, a goodbye from a soul that bore too much pain and finally surrendered to the silence. A haunting blend of spoken word and melodic lament, It speaks to trauma, survival, suicide, and the unhealed wounds of childhood. This is for the ones who’ve stood on sorrow’s shore, And for the ones still holding the line. Trigger warning: suicidal ideation and trauma. But also: poetry, truth, memory, and fire. To this day, 53 years later, I see images of me taking my one life. I was standing in the kitchen just 2 weeks ago getting a drink, when I leaned my head back to allow the water to flow, the top of the doorway caught my sight, suddenly I pictured myself hanging there. Right away, I force myself to see my Wife walking in and finding me there, this shatters that thought, and once again I am ok. This Poem/Song is how I feel. Death flurts with me, always tempting me, always asking me to come where the pain no longer exists. It's been like this my whole life.
This poem became this song
https://allpoetry.com/poem/10072003-The-Reaper-Waits.-by-Mr.-E./
Every bit of Torment and Sorrow I have suffered in my entire life has been of my own doing. A Child's Choice that haunts a grown Man's Shame. 💔 "Always Me" – A Soul-Crushing Anthem of Betrayal and Isolation 💔 Here is the link to the Poem this song was made from: https://allpoetry.com/poem/18475412-A... "Always Me" is a raw, emotionally charged track that dives deep into the pain of being the constant scapegoat, the one left behind, the one they always blame. With haunting vocals layered over a sparse yet evocative soundscape, the song delivers a chilling sense of abandonment, unrequited effort, and the recurring question: "Why is it always me?" Each word bleeds with desperation, each pause echoes with silence unfilled. It's not just a song—it’s a cry for recognition from someone who’s carried the weight of everyone else’s wrongs for far too long. Mr.e of “One of the Broken” gives voice to the voiceless in this chilling, heartbreaking performance. For the misunderstood. For the ones who always stay... and always get hurt.
The Nightmares and Memories started this journey for me. They are why I am here today; no matter what anyone says, deep down, I will always blame myself. What 10-year-old doesn't want their Mommy to Love Them? 🕯️ “The Price of Her Arms” – A Survivor’s Confession. A Child’s Cry. A Man’s Burden. 🕯️ "The Price of Her Arms" is not just a song—it’s a reckoning. This soul-breaking, truth-telling ballad from Mr.E. of One of the Broken is a raw and unflinching journey through childhood trauma, shame, and survival. It speaks for those who were preyed upon under the guise of love, and still carry the weight of what was never their fault. Written in haunting detail and performed with aching vulnerability, this song gives voice to survivors who were robbed of innocence and handed silence in its place.
This song is about a young person "Me" who the Devil has gotten hold of their soul, and will drink from them for all time. "Cabernet De Moi" is a dark and lyrical journey through the mind of a tormented soul, where pain becomes poetry and trauma is aged like wine. Written as a metaphor for emotional decay, the song paints a haunting portrait of a person slowly consumed by sorrow — vintage heartbreak, bottled and sealed in silence. Performed by Mr.E of One of the Broken, this piece blends gothic emotion with poetic grit, creating a cinematic soundscape of pain, obsession, and surrender. Sip slowly. The sorrow is strong.